I have to say that today I am feeling uneasy about myself.  I know that it would be good to go in and get some real help.  But I am scared too.  Everything seems to be snowballing.  Yes we need the help but there are others that need it more.  How can I justifiy that fact that we have a roof over our head but can't get the kids christmas presents.  Now I know that I am going to have get help.  Co-workers have it out for me.  I knew that this was going to happen.  When we changed supervisors,  I knew I was going to get shafted.  And I ever bend over and take it or find a new job.  I hate this, I love the work I do just not the people I work with.  HELP!