I am so tired of dealing with this stupid disease.  That no one knows anything about.  There is nothing that they can do for pain and all of the test come back fine.  But you know that you are not fine and that it hurts.  Come on Doc wake up and do something.  How am I suppose to live my life with this hanging over my head?  I have a family that I need to care for and a husband to love.  But I am too tired to do it.  I am sick of being sick, I am tired of being tired.  When do you say enough is enough, fix me.  They now have a possible vaccine for HIV and cocanine addicts, what about us.  We have to suffer too, but there is nothing they can do.  We just sit and wait and wait and wait.  We deal with the pain, we deal with the tiredness, we deal with the endless sticks.  For what to wait more.  to wait..................................................................................................................................