What a year it has been. Last year at this time I was overweight but other than that I was healthy. Now I am dealing with a lifetime illness that if I don't keep in check will take my life. This is the first year that I was kind of excited to see my birthday. Before it was just another day that came and went with little cause for celebration. I have realized that I have to live my life for me not for my parents, my kids, my husband, but just for me. I need to find things that make me happy and healthy. I need to find myself. Who I am and where I want to be. Good thing I am my whole life in front of me!)