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Grog   84 posts since
Oct 14, 2009
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Oct 22, 2009 6:51 PM

New at this wife Dx early stage CMML

I've posted several times on this forum so won't go into wife's Dx. I lost both my mother in 85 and father in 86 to cancer so am not new to having a love one with these problems. I had a very bad attack of depression last Sat. night thinking about my wife and the chance that I may lose her. She is doing very well right now and plays it all down doesn't what anyone to know. She's gets new bruises almost everyday because she won't slow down. Prednasone might have something to do with that. I love her very much and believe that she is a gift from God. We have a very good marriage though it has not been easy at times. She says we have a forgiving relationship and I believe that to be true. I have 27 years of sobriety and she stayed with me though the drinking years and the first year of sobriety when I was gone all the time working or going to meetings.

 

P. S. I don't spend time being depressed so this was scary for me.

MaryCarol   17 posts since
Sep 1, 2009
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2. Oct 26, 2009 4:51 PM in response to: Grog
Re: New at this wife Dx early stage CMML

I'm glad your wife is responding.The numbers are still mumbo-jumbo to me.

My husband has been having a hard time with the anxiety about my being sick. Depression has been a part of his life for at least 20 years, so I don't want him to fall into the balck hole. He also has been sober for a number of years, and I am thankful for each sober year.He has spent hours making a wonderful Halloween mask, an owl.

It's just the fatigue thing with me. Our grandson just was retrieved by his parents (thankGod).I'm too tired to keep up with a 2 year old for long. I suppose I resent not having enough zip to chase him, fix dinner and change the beds.Right now, I might be able to change the channel.

It does help to read what others have happening in this CMML journey.

 

MaryCarol

pinkydo123   366 posts since
Oct 7, 2009
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7. Dec 2, 2009 10:30 PM in response to: Grog
Re: New at this wife Dx early stage CMML

The predinsone will make her jumpy.Watch for insomnia also.Todd is moody, because of course he ponder's and worry's about the outcome of all this.I find my time with him is precious so we just try to enjoy each other and make the most of it.

pinkydo123   366 posts since
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9. Dec 3, 2009 9:09 PM in response to: Grog
Re: New at this wife Dx early stage CMML

At least she is open.Everytime I approach Todd about second opinion's he seem's to clam up and shut down.I'm just trying to go over all our option's.The prednisone also made Todd a bit agitated so if she is doing ok at 20 that's great.Prednisone can habe some nasty side-effects in the long term so I don't think the Doc's like to use very high doses of it unless they have too

Prayers for my Mom, by Nicole   1,165 posts since
Apr 3, 2009
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14. Jan 4, 2010 8:42 PM in response to: Grog
Re: New at this wife Dx early stage CMML

Grog,

That is beautiful!!  Cheers to this New Year and for your wife to be Cured!  Stay determined, nicole

PS. My parents have this hanging at home,"We may not have it together, but together we have it all" 

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