I think of you often. I wish I could have known Matt. He certainly has a great mom, so that says something!  I have two young sons, and even the thought of losing one of them makes me feel like I could break into a million pieces. Since having my children, I feel like my heart has been on the outside of my body. It's so exposed. I can only imagine a fraction of what you are dealing with, but I do hope that time and your fond memories of Matthew is helping to lessen the pain of it all.

I hear you!  We will be hitting 3 months on my dad's 60th birthday!  I thought by now it would feel real, was I wrong.. I still wake up each morning thinking of how much I miss my mom and how much life we missed out on together!  I hate the thought of walking through those doors at Christmas time!  It is my parents home, but now only my dad lives there!  I hate it Mathews mom, as much as I know you do!  I wish this would have never happened for any of us:(  I think of my pain then I think of yours and Matt, so young and here I am complaining...but I just think my mom could have lived 40 more years... I wanted to take care of her when she was old and gray NOT while she was dying of this stupid cancer!  Thinking of you, nicole

I just hit 7 weeks and there is a song...I Miss The Sound Of Your Voice by Matt Nathanson.....brings me comfort.  We listened to it all summer before we even knew he was sick.  Amazing how life changes when you lose someone.  So many things that never seemed to mean much before seem larger than life now.  Wishing I could turn back the hands of time right now.