I'm a 37 year old mother of two who was diagnosed with AML in August 2009.     I've just come home after finishing my first induction.      I went for a count check yesterday and was told by my Dr. that my genetic results were poor and therefore she doubts I've gone into remission and she told me that I'll need a transplant.     My brother has been checked but he's not a match.     I thought that the orginial diagnosis was bad but this news has hit me hard.    My Dr. told me that 30% of people don't make it through a transplant and my chances of staying in remission if the transplant was successful was about 40%.    I have a 5 year old and a 19 month old and I am terrified.     I have Dr. Yee at Princess Margaret in Toronto who is very good but I'm looking for anyone who has been through this who could help me feel more positive.