My mom has been gone one month today.  I feel like an empty shell.  After taking care of her for so long...I feel like I have no purpose.  I am living in a town with no relatives and my job is going down the drain.  The funny thing about that is, I don't care.  I can't do the things I need to do there anyway, it's just too much stress.  I have a real estate agent coming tomorrow to put her house up for sale.  My mom loved her house so much.  It hurts me to be in that house...it's so quiet.  I see her everywhere, but nowhere.  I hope this hopeless feeling passes someday. Thanks for listening.

I HATE LEUKEMIA.

Dana