Perhaps some more resources for you and your aunt and uncle:
Sorry that I couldn't be more help, hope that this helps a little. Note that there is some help for supporting family also. These programs are there because there is a need for them, because of deficiencies in the insurance laws that allow insurance companies to ignore high risk people. (thank you lobbyists) This is not charity, it is compensation for an inequitable system. It is there for you. Wish that I could help more. There also might be church groups, or volunteers from the local Leukemia Society that will help disinfect your home for your homecoming, and supply you with a bunch of strategically placed bottles of Purell. Take care, Jack
Thanks Matt!!! also thanks to everyone who has been trying to help me... My aunt said they are working out all the fine lines of state stuff with my social worker, she said "trust me they want to get paid so they'll help her get me set up" lol. I thought was kinda funny... She told me to stop stressin everything but I can't help it... i'm trying to be not stressed but I dont' want to be the burden i've already been so was trying to help..
Hey laila! So A's you may know I am not a computer person and so I'm pretty sure the computer jacked up our messaging thing. So then Iwas just going to private message you even though I never got your reply but now it won't let me reply because we aren't friends or sometthiNg, dumb I know! But anyway message me asap cause I miss talking to you!!!!!
HEY CASANDRA!!! I've missed ya glad you are back :-) YAY! Well I tried to send you a private message and wrote the whole thing out but it says your inbox is full lol. It only holds like 5 messages or something, it's foolish. sooooooo we need to talk asap delete girl delete delete delete lol...
Hi everyone! I hope you are all doing well. I wanted to make a post on here because tomorrow I start my conditioning chemo for the transplant and I wasn't sure if everyone followed my caringbridge page or not so wanted to update on here too. FYI it's : www.caringbridge.org/visit/lailajean, I think my Aunt is only going to update that page so if you wanna know what's going on look there, if not i'll try and get on here as much as I can but no promises how much that'll be since I don't know how i'll handle everything. I'm kind of a baby when it comes to not feeling well lol. I can handle pain i just hate the feeling nauseaous and getting sick crap! It's the worst but I'll get through it.. So I have something wrong with my back I don't remember what it's colled but it hurts, they have me on vicodin and it's whew strong I feel like I don't even know how to explain it. i'm sure this si how you feel when you're drunk but I honestly don't know I've never drank before and honestly never plan too. Be the best idea for me since of my family history lol. But it's helping my back a lot which is good and the people here are super nice. I also got my bead of accomplishment!!! It might sound dumb but now I get why they give people in AA coins for milestones.. cause it makes me smile everytime I get a bead :-) plus it'll be a good memory token of this battle in my life! Well I am really tired and like woooohooo feeling haha... thank you all for helping me through everything you all mean the world to me!! I'll never forget anyones support through this ever! <3<3
Wow things are sure moving fast for you. Hope you get the better of the Chemo than it gets of you. Really sad the wish with your father did not work out as you had hoped. You can't change other people so move on as best as you can and focus on taking care of yourself. It is great that there are other people who care about you and are there for you. It is not your fault your father is treating you this way, rather he is in a bad place and you are feeling it.
You are in my prayers. Be well.
Laila, I am praying and thinking of you everyday. You are young, you will make it! I just know you will, you have so........... many people sending positive thoughts your way.
Trust me hun, it makes us feel good, raises are spirits too, when you beat it!! We say ha, ha stupid cancer you didn’t get this one!!
Hugs xoxo PamSouth